my various mood in a week...

salam....

mode : DALAM HATI ADA TAMAN..
location : bandar baru ampang,KL..

hye there....kali nih aku nak story pasal weekdays yg baru berlalu pergi...macam2 perasaan ada...awl mgu lepas aku dlm mood tension + stress..semuanya bermula dengan confirmation aku...means time tuk confirmkan pekerjaan aku d opis 2 la...upanya da 3bln aku d ME nih...mmm....lma gak kan?stress sebab aku kne push..reason?mm...salah aku gak kot...as a researcher aku ada standrd KPI yg kne aku meet...but...2weeks b4 aku cnfirm,total call and call duration yg aku wat jatuh mendadak..means half of the target KPI la...but..my verification still reach the target..upanya 2 x di ambil kira..aku tetap kna maintain total call and call duration...huh!stress siot..sirip plak kata aku main2..banyak gelak thats y KPI aku jatuh....persoalannye,ada kaitan ke?verification aku still the same..trase sungguh x d hargai dgn total verification yg tinggi melebihi my opismate yg lain...sedihhh....stresssss sgt...so next days 2 aku bg 150%...x de cakap2..xde senyum2..diam je...wat kje mcm robot....smpaikan opismate sebelah aku kata 'macam wt kje dlm bilik mayat'...hehehe..aku dapat wat total 80's call wif around 5hrs call duration..n verifications about 80's...mmm..amik ko sirip...x puas ati gak x taw la...aku akan wat same things until i got my confirmation..but aku juz verification existing la...new verifications aku turunkan..malas nak cri new verification...x d hargai pn..

then,weekend menjelma...terfikir apa aku nak wat tuk weekend..sebab aku slalu buhsan je menjelang weekend..almaklumla...hanya ada kekasih gelap yg sentiasa bz + workholic...nak wat camanakan..redha je..then my bestie a.k.a my bestfriend kat opis ajak aku g career fair kat KLCC..so memandangkan aku agak tertekan dengan si sirip & si kkak 2,so aku pn join..mna taw ada rezeki lain d company2 yg join career fair 2..but i juz give 2 star for the events..not really good but ok la...y i'm saying that?the reason is all the companies taht join that fair searching for candidates with 2 years experience and above...actually,if the candidates already have lots of experience,they didnt go to the career fair..i can said that,all the candidates and people taht going there are with less than 1 year experience or myb can say they just fresh graduates...so,adekah motif penganjuran career fair tu tercapai?hanya company yg join je boleh jawab bende tuh...mm...ade 1 booth 2 ciap ckap lg,ktrg utamakan internal intake..means dorg utamakan ank2 staff,student yg d sponsor oleh that group of companies and so on..so...wat pe la dorg join career fair tuh if nak internal je..?ni la karenah birokrasi d Malaysia yg semakin teruk..mmmmm....so fresh graduates xde la peluang nak show their skills....sabar je la...mmm...panjang lak bebel pasal career fair tuh....

1 more to say...thnx dear (u know who u are if u read my blog here)...i'll always by ur side n giving u fully supports....aku bg kepercayaan pd dia sebagaimana dia bg kepercayan pada aku..kepercayaan & kejujuran lah asas perhubungan aku ngan dia..even kami nih lebih kepada TEMAN TAPI MESRA...

mm...cukup la dulu smpai cni aku share rasa ati aku yg berbunga2 nih...i'll pray for the best..n i'm prepare to be much better in future...sayang kamu....